Obsolete World

My whole life I've never
laid my eyes on someone like you.
No one could live up to the likes of you.
Because you are the only one in your kind.
Never saw anyone who reminded
me of you.
Nobody who intrigues me more,
no one which knows me better than you.
You're so unique that
I feel sorry for all the people which never knew you.
And I'm jealous of all people who do,
because everyone seems to want you.
Constantly I feel like I never spend enough
time with you.
You, who I adore and admire.
Untill my love swallow's me whole.
You make the whole world obsolete.

Rising Sun

Awoken from my sweet slumber.
Still early but I'm wide awake.
The feeling's right and I take off.
As I ride through the sweet dawn,
I enjoy the most blue sky I've ever seen.
Everything is fine as I can feel
the rising sun through the trees.
I feel so happy and wish
it would last forever.
I ride this road alone but
I know I'll find her at the end.
I pick up the pace,
almost there...
Open the door and find her still asleep.
I take it all in and just look at her.
The beauty of her face makes me cry.
Dry my tears and softly
awake her with a gentle kiss.
Pretending that this isn't a faint memory.

Sleeping beauty

I sit next to you
on the edge of your bed.
Trying to ease your weary soul.
I feel you close and whisper
gentle words you can't even hear.
I watch the sleep slowly
take you in,
and hope your dreams will ever be sweet.
Your grasp weakens as you fade
into the dreamworld.
I hope I'd meet you there,
because it pains me to leave you here...
But as the sun will rise and awaken you from slumber.
So will I see you again soon.

Intoxicated Slumber

All my senses are pulled down
into an intoxicated slumber.
All I can think about is this.
The one thing that makes my skin crawl
just to think about it.
And to know that it was my own actions that led to
this current situation.
It just messes with my mind.
So I try to remain calm,
And tell myself it's for their own happiness.
Who am I to doubt what they have and do?
Am I not the architect of all of this?
Have I not unwillingly set all of this in motion
so many years ago?
I just have to take a step aside
in my head and let things be.
And try not to think about it.
All this alcohol will momentarily set me free...

Tedious Hours

Grown tired of all the tedious
hours of my life.
And all the words which escape me
render a confusion within.
My voice is tired from all the screams
that torment my restless nights.
The body shakes, feeling cold
and yet not alone.
I never considered this possible,
all of this never was an option.
Now the issue has risen
and it leaves me wondering.
Trust in someone can set me free.
But in the end,
it'll just be me.

Back Home

Take a look at me in all my frailty.
With a shaking voice I try to speak
and say the words which express my thoughts.
When I can't seem to find the right words
I try to hide my clumsy attempt.
I just can't fail on this test,
there's too much at stake.
My insides turn to ash, so slow.
And I just seem to collapse.
So I try to regain focus and set my mind straight.
I know the path before me
but to walk it is a totally different thing.
So I take it step for step,
considering all I've done this life.
And try to find way back home
away from all the struggle and the strife....

Consolated Contradiction

Darling won't you liberate my madness.
Expose my thoughts for all that they are.
The contradictory sides of me
who consolate my hypocrite being deep inside.
For all this time I didn't say what had
lived deep within the confines of my mind.
Personality rendered useless while
my being remained ever spineless.
Socially acceptable is the name of the game.
And we all hate the outcasts
which in the end we all seem to be.
So say what's on your heart
and step into the shadows.
For we're all forsaken right here.