Sleepy insomniac

I need to sleep but don't feel like it.
Feels like I'm waiting for something or someone.
Time goes by, distance as well as the wheels keep spinning.
Images reflect from my eyes as I pass by this revolving world.
People living with their residuel self image leaving blurred lines in my
accumulating grey mass.
Pieces of a dream pass me by, clearly dividing reality from my imagination...
Eyes that see me through without I've said a thing.
Trying to attain the particles and puzzle them together.
But the softest breeze spreads them around.
My shadow reaches while I attempt to stay impartial.
Subconciousness tells it what to do while I just let it flow.
Hope arises while a ray of light hits the ceiling and my shadow fades.
How can I remain the same?
As I stare and dream awake of the things which matter most.
I just change and meet myself again in a place long forgotten

Stardust

Hear my sweet voice of desperation
running down your spine.
Feel my words turn cold as the night
lingers on.
The darkblue sky covered with diamonddust carries
my heart wherever my body strays.
I've suffered so much
I just can't bleed anymore...
As I stare into the candlelight,
I can feel that
Love's like stardust
all around me Yet unattainable
Non-existent.
An eon blue apocalypse submerges
me into an oblivion.
The air's so blue it blinds my senses.
Tears run down from my eyes
as I can't feel the pain anymore.
A state of numbing sights and sounds
Where nothing remains
but my illusions.