High & dry

Alone I walk the mountainroad.
with my head in the clouds
so far apart from the one I need.
The summit seems unreal
Leaving me high and dry.
Clueless about distance without
any certainties.
The damp dabs my being.
Lost inside the mist where
the roads cease to exist.
My heart burns and pounds.
So I move on,
ignoring my chilled bones
and lone feelings.
Replacing them with something more.
And hope breaks through the fog.

Keep me whole

Back in the beginning I never
really knew just what to expect.
So much anxiety of being in love
once more.
Afraid to open up and put my
trust in you.
Terrified of ever being hurt again
and end up in solitude.
Will you ever create despair?
Will you ever give me grief?
Those were my thoughts 'till I
just let loose.
Banned my painful past and
accepted my present love.
Finding you here makes me feel,
brings me warmth & solace.
You know my soul
and hope you never let go.

White Noise

Silence swerves in this place
searching for the dying sounds...
All seems ever so eternally still
amidst this ever revolving world.
Leaves are mute as the wind stops sighing.
Even the twinkling stars enjoy this peaceful
moment in the cold autumn night.
I'm just inhaling it all in a state of inner peace.
One with the silence
Empty of grief and despair.
This white noise surrounds my soul.
It takes me far away. Right there
where I would like
to be.