Horrors Of Self

I'm being followed by horrors in my mind.
Looking for every possible sign and every wrong vibe.
Afraid to find these little signs to be true.
I couldn't cope with losing you.
The sheer thought makes me shiver.
That one like me could end up alone again.
There's something in me which clings on to hope.
Tells me that it's all in my mind.
And on the other side I still fear for the worst.
Which would shield me from the fall.
I'd love to take the doubt away by
hearing it in your honest words.
Which take me from my demons
and send me back to earth.