Shadow Of My Mind

It's raining hard in the darkened night.
I hear it coming down so hard,
and I'm as lonely as I have ever been.
My mind wanders on her,
where she could be.
I can't help but think of her.
She's with me every step of my way.
Like a shadow of my mind,
she never leaves my thoughts.
I treasure the image of her,
her sweet words linger in my head.
But she's not here,
and I can not tell exactly what she feels.
So I fill my dreams with wishes,
and sleep the nights away.

Scared

It tears at my heart

these insecurities gnaw away at me.
How can I deal with all this pressure,
pushing from the inside outward?
I want to be a reason,
a reason not to run away.
Wish I could become
the person which makes her stay.
But how can I be so selfish,
who am I to hold her back?
I lose my sleep,
don’t care to eat.
I just want to be there,
and hold her.
Hear her say, it’ll be alright.

Faith In Me

Found myself imprisoned in my mind.
Held onto the thought of a better life.
Until the day I met her.
She gently released me from my hell.
So I took my heart and made it hers.
Everytime I’d hear from her
my heart skipped a beat.
I don’t think I could bear to be ever away from her.
How can I tell her what’s on my mind,
when it’s faith in me she needs?
I can only hope to offer her
a closer look into my view.