Fragile

So many years passed since I'd first experienced
but a glimpse of your love.
Your love, the greatest thng I thought I'd never have.
Tried so long to get over you but never succeeded.
Gave up as my unconditional love prevailed.
Remained slumbering in my heart.
Hoping,
waiting,
hurting.
And now it seems that time is changing.
Bridging our division after all that lost time.
I'd hold you so gently. Afraid that you might
crumble like I am living in a dream.
So I breathe life and stand in this world so cold
with the overwhelming power. The power
to make you happy, untill death catches up with us.

True sight

How would I like to meet you again.
To see your face lit by hundreds of candles.
True beauty come from within...
Won't you show me who's the real you,
hiding from this cold world.
In my dreams I see us meet and
talk the night away.
Share my deepest fears and joy, telling
secrets from deep inside my head.
Looking in your eyes at the reflection of the
flames.
Never wanting to awake and leave this
paradise. Don't want to stop drowning in your
eyes as the words float from my heart.

Silent admirer

I've known you for quite some time.
Trying to comprehend just who you are...
Puzzling the pieces, finding the links
but so many questions arise.
Feeling intrigued by what you unveiled,
my admiration starts to prevail.
Deep down inside a seed was planted,
slowly growing as time passed us by.
Now the light is spreading in me,
thriving the bitter darkness away.
Purified by your being I sit and bide my time.
Untill the time's right
to step up and show you my face.

Mystic

Mystic emotions unleashed
like a waterfall
of tears inside of me.
Running down this being
overflowing with hurt,
in pain due to insecurity.
Questions raised
left unsolved.
A world of agony
unveiled just for me.

Insecure

Alone with the clouds and the rain,
seated at the windowpane.
My mind's far away, seperated from this
flesh. The cold skin sending loneliness to my
mind. It's been so long since we last kissed.
Questions overwhelm me but this cold feeling
remains, making me insecure.
Why won't you tell me anymore how you
feel? Has the love fled from your heart?
The stars remind me of you. They look so small
and far away, but that one tiny little star
means the world to me.
A world of memories, the same world which
keeps me going. A place to feel at ease, to rest and
feel loved.
May that star shine bright forever so my
love would not be in vain.

Failure

What would become of me if I should fall from the angels’ grace?
If I fail in my attempts to live this life, trying to succeed
in my enterprises. How would this affect my state today?
Would the people around me abandon me? Stop loving me
because I fail at what I try?
Because I have to get around with the knowledge and degree
that I have, forced to live of the many jobs which I have
to accept. Looking for better chances with the knowledge that
I’ve could have been so much more if I was only brighter.
I can’t help myself, I try so hard and yet it makes no
difference. Will you still love me when I fail? If I
would be working while I should be in the next year gathering
the knowledge for a better future. Would you care and
put me aside? I have these dreams where my fears
become real, showing me how it’s all going to be like.
How you leave me, standing there alone looking at
how you turn your back and leave me.
Then I awake and feel like crying, I don’t want it all
to come to this. If I were only smarter…

With my mind

I can take my mind away and I can free my thoughts today.
I wish I took my pain away from my mind, my tortured mind.
I fear what's created by my thoughts, the things that float in my head. Enforced by what others judge it slips to dark places where question's are raised. Questions yet unanswered, yet unasked.
And I wish I could find the truth, this truth underneath. Hoping to be released from the cage of doubt where my mind's locked.
Take my mind away, just let me pray for 2day.
2morrow brings the same doubt with old questions renewed.
And you can take my mind away, fill the void and stay with me.
All I ask is far away and seems like drifting on its way.
Leading me to tragedy with no cure left inside of me.
Please tell me the truth, what you feel, all your thoughts. Unleash this tension and free yourself...