Block

Inspiration fade along with darkness
in my head.
Leaving silence



Peace



Blank lines in my script



Inner salvation

Sugar

All traces of sadness and desperation
have been silenced forever more.
Equilibrium in my being has finally
been attained.
No loneliness or fear dwell on my
once tortured soul.
Passed all personal lows and hurt.
My heart stands firm as the stone surface
steadily cracked and reveals
the pounding muscle.
Nothing can tear me down.
This one true certainty keeps me whole.
That one smile justifies my existence.
One heart still beats for me.
One glance shows me truth through world's lies.
That one love means life to me.

Covetous

So eager over you.
Ever scared, philosophical of what we
have.
A friendship so delicate, conceptive of our
fears and disillusions.
Searched so long for some shelter
untill we found it together.
Time and people came between us when
the notion of failure and loss held us back.
Heartbeats measured time as blood
passed through my veins.
How to cope with a feeling never told.
As I lay down my head and wonder off
to a place unknown.
A time and a dimension apart with
only hope and courage.
Where my words wouldn't fall of deafened ears.

Seamless state

Trapped in the wake of a dream.
Unable to see and feel the existence of light.
Questions raised as answers fall from up high.
No point in searching for significance
as everything feels wrong.
Images flash before my mind
and slow my train of thought.
I long for meaning and demand cohesion
as love falls down like rain outside.
A slumbering coma tells me lies of
places I once longed for,
people long gone.
Slowly the soil erupts and cracks as
light seeps through.
Released from the mental prison into
a state of consciousness.
Fully aware of truth and illusion.

You Wanna See Me Fail

I beg of you...
Come and bring me your best.
Try to humiliate me.
Take your shot at beating me down into the ground.
Say your worst of me.
Try to tear me down.
Go ahead and hate me.
Give me your best shot.
Come and try to break my spirit.
You wanna see me fail,
You won't get your chance.
This goes deeper than blood,
you can't break me.
You never will.
Perseverance against all opposition.
Pure strength through solitude.
I'll fight untill there's nothing left.
Never give up, never surrender.
You can't kill my Heart.
You'll only make me stronger.

Winding road

Desolate ways to forest roads down
to her so far away.
In the depths of night following the winding road.
History of emotions.
A heart full of love, joy and life.
A heart full of sadness, sorrow and despair.
A heart full of grief, pain and regrets.
But always a heart filled
with her.
Years later, a trip down into the past.
Welcomed by all I've left behind.
The empty road as my only friend.

Withered soul

Plagued by visions of times long passed.
Able to hear those hollow words once more.
Feeling empty, meaningless and absurd.
Why does feeling feel like an darkened abyss...
Lost in ancient thougths unable to release.
Unable to let loose of the visions replaying
in my soul.
You are ever there, cause of my withered soul.
Numbed beyond sight, reaching in the blur.
Trying to catch the star that shone.
Nothing but darkness,
like all stars fell from heaven.
Something gently rustles the leaves in the
colourful autumn night.
Leaves as withered as this tired soul.