Agony

Life is a bitch
that'll be what I'll be thinking of in
my last moments of life.
But still I'll be thinking that I've
enjoyed it. This contradiction is
so strange and yet it makes sense.
In the moments of pain you know
you're alive. Your agony feels like
bliss when you know you're not
far from your death.
Still, I long for death. For the
eternal state of peace, no more
pain and no more suffering.
No more love...