Behind the scenes

Do I look happy enough?
Is nobody expecting that there's something wrong?
Who would care anyway? Since I've lost you
nobody does.
On the outside everything looks fine and good
but behind the scenes there's chaos. Caused by
that one sentence "I don't love you anymore..."
I crashed, collapsed. It might have seemed that
I wasn't hurt too much. Hell it still might seem
like that. But the ones who really know me are
crying with me. I love them for that.
So as you see me walking out of that door
know that I'm one step closer to my death.
A death so lonely as the only kiss
we've had.