Deathwish

What's it like to die? To become
part of the state of eternal peace. Where there
are no contradictions or complications. How I
Long for simplicity, for your love and tender touch.
Peel off my skin and take a look upon me.
See the toxicity within me, the beginning
of my decomposition. It's just a matter of time before
I break. The pendulum keeps swinging, my time has come.
Taking a step forward, facing my destiny, filled
with fear. I approach the ledge, look at the sky...
Suddenly all my loved ones flash befor my eyes.
A split second but it seems an eternity.
Try to get a grip on myself but then her face comes
to my mind.
Pain grips on to my heart like a steel claw,
piercing through the weak flesh.
Desperate I take the fall into simplicity.