Curtainholes

Awaken from a tortured sleep. Find myself in a enlighted room,
the rays of sunlight shine through the holes of the curtain.
Reality slowly starts entering my sleepy mind. Try to resist
it but reality has no mercy.
Come to find reality again, like every other day in my fucked
up life. As I get up and my mind gets clearer, I feel the pain
come back to me.
Used to think of you to make the pain go away but now the pain
is unleashed on me without any boundaries. No one to help me
get out of this fucking misery.
As another day passes on I endure the everyday insult
that is my life. Carve the flesh which hasn't been fouled
before.
Don't fucking care anymore. I don't care about anyone or
anything. There's only one person which I can trust, ME.
I've been lied to more then once, looked in the face and tricked
behind my back. Always receiving the pain and never giving
it to another.
Fuck it... I'll get by by myself