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Tormented

So called happiness, created by anticipation of a naïve person.
Hard to see the reality that lies hidden in her mind. Once those
thoughts were liberated, he found himself abandonned.
The sweet smell of the first flowers enters his senses. Memories
which have faded long ago come back to his mind. From the
times without misery, filled with happy thoughts and
funny stories.
Long lost times which torment his heart as he compares it
with the present. Can't receive the obvious, a little bit of love
and understanding. Again musing about the love he didn't really
got from her.
Knowing she's happy with another, happier then she ever was
with him. Longing that he could be as happy as her, but the pain
makes it seem impossible. Gloomy he tries to forget about it, doesn't
want to destroy the feelings she has now.
Sacrifices his own personal happiness for hers without any grievance
cuz it's a burden he'll be carrying for quite awhile.
He continues his life though he's alone. No one to take his hand
and lead him to happiness.He found that his solitude is slowly
killing him while he's searching with desperate hands so numb.
Left in oceans of seemingly endless bleeding.

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