Night rose

Which person could ever be measured with the likes of you.
As you look the world turns around you. My world turns around
you. Lovely as a night rose and with a person as sweet as candy.
Nobody diserves to be loved by a spirit as innocent as yours. I'm not
worthy of the perfect love that you give cuz I'm nothing but a
simple guy.
A simple guy that lost his heart and spirit to you. Give you
everything that I've got and even more. Trying to make you happy
as my love spreads over you.
Times get rough and life now seems like a test but it's
very hard for us both.
You'll find this love is worth fighting for cuz it's special on
every facet like a diamond. Perfect love between you and me,
sweeter than any love can be.

Faithful

I sit and cry,
cuz you're so far away from me. I think of you all the time
without any break. I'm worried sick of what is happening over there,
even though you're just having fun. Know that you're thinking of
me. Know that you truly love me.
And yet I suffer when I think about the details. The little
things which are innocent and futile but still I suffer. Start
to cry at the thought of you sleeping with some guys. Even though
your faithful to me and nothing happened.
Terrified of losing you, petrified at the thought of falling again.
Into a hole endlessly deeper than the previous ones.
Let me wallow in your love and tell me the truth. Hear my
grieve and wash it away while I'm in your mercyful
Embrace.

Bearing the cross

Living each day, bearing the cross placed upon you.
Every day again asking why it had to be you. The constant
torment which houses in your head. No place to rest from the
continous suffering in your mind. With desperate words you
seek an answer to a question left unanswered.
Your eyes filled with tears while you try to comprehend.
I sit and watch you suffer, I want to help but my words
and hands are useless. My futile attempts fail before
I finish them.
I'm feeling completely powerless and start crying with
you. I just can't watch you suffer cuz you mean the world
to me. Everytime you hurt, I'm hurt with you.
Everytime you cry, I'll cry with you. There's no point
in living when I'm without you. I want to suffer with you...

Kiss the sky

Lying there, peaceful with you. As I speak, my mouth forms a
sentence that brings pain to my TiNy LiTTLe STaR.
I see the hurt and grab my head. How can I hurt the only one
which I truly love?
I see the crystal pearls falling from your face like tears. A profound
suffering Arises in me, Seeing her cry makes me wanna solve everything.
But powerless I lay there and see the tears fill my eyes.
The pain was caused by 1 little sentence which was meant
to be normal but turned out to inflict emotional instability
I'm so scared of saying or doing something wrong. So
fucking scared to lose your love.
This body, your body holding me reminds me that I am not alone.
Forgive me for the pain that I've caused. Tell me you'll always love me
that you'll never leave me...
Mend this broken soul and save the tormented heart. Still nothing will
come between us because our love will prevail and nothing else matters.

Endless

Endless hours I dream of you. As I stare at the carpet or
sit on the train, my mind dwells on you...
Locked in my head 24/7, it's hard to think straight when
you're inside.
It seems like you're conquering everything inside of me.
My heart is a shrine where you'll live forever and my
soul is bound to yours. My spirit is forever yours while
it guards over you.
I want to escape the real world and stay forever with
you in my dreams. Where everything is possible and nothing's
prohibited.
But I also want to be with you in real life. Nothing can
ever compare to the real you.

Time

I'm going insane. The time seems to be static.
How I long to meet you, to see you for the first time.
The clock moves too slow, I want to change time so I could be
with you. Put ourselves in a timeloop so that we
would be in eachothers company forever.
I crave to see you, to hold you. Just to receive your
tender kiss would complete my life.
Take me in your arms and feel my pain flowing out,
disappearing into thin air.
Look in your eyes at our first contact and hope to
see the same as I feel.
I wish I could accelerate the pendulum so I shouldn't
have to wait so long to be with you.
And once with you I would freeze time so that
the moment would be everlasting.
Tell me you love me and don't let me go.
Even if I'm drawing my last breath, just hold me
and don't run away.

Special

There's something in your ways...
That makes me want to stay here with you for a 1000 years,
and whipe away your fears.
If I stay, then your tears will set you free.
If I stay right here, and forever with you.
Everything I feel for you is everything, I wanna stay with you.
Reaching for your hand to take mine and never
let go again. Stop doubting and open you eyes.
See that I'm there for you, I'm here to stay.
Forever at your feet, forever yours.
I wept away my pain and hoped for someone like you to come.
Let me stay right here,
and forever with you.

Dedicated to Liltjen