Faithful

I sit and cry,
cuz you're so far away from me. I think of you all the time
without any break. I'm worried sick of what is happening over there,
even though you're just having fun. Know that you're thinking of
me. Know that you truly love me.
And yet I suffer when I think about the details. The little
things which are innocent and futile but still I suffer. Start
to cry at the thought of you sleeping with some guys. Even though
your faithful to me and nothing happened.
Terrified of losing you, petrified at the thought of falling again.
Into a hole endlessly deeper than the previous ones.
Let me wallow in your love and tell me the truth. Hear my
grieve and wash it away while I'm in your mercyful
Embrace.