Shame

Been so long, trying to hide
this shame so deep inside.
Seemingly meaningless events which takes
to my core.
My dark little secrets which no one's
supposed to know.
Strongly resent thinking about it. Replaying
the whole event in my head.
Years have past and I tried to erase the
past. Broke the last links with what
I want to forget.
Physically malfunctioning for years because
of the mental paranoia.
If I could only forget and move on.