Fall from grace

Words cycle around me, carrying questions unanswered.
Have you given up on all you loved...
Surpassed the things that gnawed on you.
Walking your path where ever it might lead.
Is this my fall from grace?
Should I lose all my hope. I keep wondering...
Where will I end up? And who will be there
in the end?
Can't figure this out. I'm sure of nothing, even
though I thought I was.
Is this a test? It has to be. Otherwise I can't go on.
Will there be solace or sorrow?
light or shadow
you or just me...

Cure my tragedy

I know so many words, attained so many
pictures framed in my mind.
Processing it all inside yet I can't seem to
heal inside.
Still acheing as I watch over my lonely life.
Standing alone with this tragedy. Doubts and questions
took the stage in an neverending act.
Won't you cure my tragedy? As you once did...
It seems that you are my faith. The thing I had
been looking for for all this lost time.
Been led astray and deceived while I was
too blind to see.
I've learned to sense what is real, neglecting the
images that were thrown at me.
Found what I knew was right. Refound the person
that became true.
To my deepest grief she seems to be untouchable.
Afraid to tell her how I feel and that
she's on my mind every day.
Take and break me, bring me down and beat
me. For I should never have left her.