Fall from grace

Words cycle around me, carrying questions unanswered.
Have you given up on all you loved...
Surpassed the things that gnawed on you.
Walking your path where ever it might lead.
Is this my fall from grace?
Should I lose all my hope. I keep wondering...
Where will I end up? And who will be there
in the end?
Can't figure this out. I'm sure of nothing, even
though I thought I was.
Is this a test? It has to be. Otherwise I can't go on.
Will there be solace or sorrow?
light or shadow
you or just me...