Never

I never wanna lose you.
It looks like I'm afraid of being alone again.
Knowing that no one out there would care for
me. That I would be a shadow in the dark.
Living alone in a fucked up neighbourhood, thinking
of the past. Like it was a dream, an illusion.
Then I realize it's the reality and that it's right
in front of me.
The "illusion" is real. You are standing there, so
beautiful, so fragile. My all, my most
precious treasure.
I'm scared for the future, every day is
torture. Every day without you I'm dying,
over and over again.
Living in agony, a pain that never dies.
Hoping and praying that you would never
leave me, though I know this love can't
be eternal.
But when I see you I know I'll fight 'till
death to keep loving you, cuz you are
worth it.