Haunting Eyes

I wonder if she'd care to know.
What would she tell me if I'd tell her everything?
I dreamt about her sad hopeful eyes,
of realities beyond anyone's grasp.
Those haunting eyes follow my every step
from the confines of my mind.
Am I slowly losing it?
And still I'm wondering if she would care.
Would she give a penny for my thoughts,
or shy away at the image of the surface?
Once I thought I had everything under control.
But what if I have not?
These feelings are still so very strong,
as if time didn't fade them at all.
I dreamt about her happy loving eyes
and the smile that I miss.
Why do I live in a world like this?