Into The Fray

Once more into the fray,
this battle in my head might be the end if me.
Safe as I had felt the days before,
so afraid I am left alone.
The silence is what kills me,
my mind runs loose and forebodes things
I do not want to know.
How can all of this change so sudden?
I feel like I'm young again,
overwhelmed by a fear I don't even know.
Yet I know it to be true,
it's always been like this.
Like I have a sixth sense for oncoming pain.
As she tells me the words
about some other guy,
I just wish her good luck.
While inside I cry.