Cold Heart

Why can't you look, why can't you look at me,
see what I see.
Everybody told me not to fall.
I'm tired of trying on a new skin.
I cannot control this,
this feelin that's left in my heart.
I've never done no wrong,
I don't deserve these bones.
There's no one left but me,
and I'm not even here…
All the world loves things of beauty and intrigue,
these two things I've never had one.
My eyes can't behold it.
I'll take the world blow it away,
send all your hopes to outer space.
Now the sun won't shine on me,
now the rain won't even fall.
I waste away from all the pain,
for you I'd kill myself again.
Now that the love has gone away,
too blind to see my way to live.
No one ever taught me how to fall.
All the love you have disintegrates,
all that saved you was your apathy
Now the sun has gone away,
and all the love you have is gone.
No one showed me any hope,
and everyone loves.