Stutter

I took the wrong way home

there's nothing left for me there...

I pretend all of this doesn't bother me,

but my heart it stutters.

And so for now I wither.

Sleepless nights will pass

as my mind races against my will.

After all that time,

I find myself alone still.

As if nothing had changed in 15 years.

Still remained naive and hopeful

while I should have known better.

I will never receive the love I wanted,

she will never be a part of me...