16.5.13

Deprived

I always want what I can never get.
Defeated I stand in my life,
always deprived from the things that matter the most to me.
I feel empty and miserable,
but everyone always see me smile.
I scream but no one hears me.
I'm so far out of sight.
I see my life lived in a lie,
and stand powerless aside.
It fills me with anger towards myself.
How have I become such a coward?
Unable to live my life like I should.
I spit on myself and all that I want.
So I just turn my back and walk away.

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