Blinded

I sit and wait 

for the day to be blinded.

Blinded by the light,

the sun shining on my face.

I can't recall anything but the night,

leaving me abandoned in the dark...

Have I forgotten what it feels like

to love?

I'm lost and alone in my head

and I can't make sense of myself.

I need to find a simple way

to make this pain just disappear.

I know I'll never feel 

safe in my own skin.