Fear²

I'm scared, frightened.
I've never felt a fear so intense, so strong
before your letter arrived.
I couldn't sleep, I sat in front of my
window crying. Afraid of what you might do,
for the nightmare that's in front of me.
I can't think straight anymore, I'm worried 'bout you.
Where are you?
What are you doing?
I knew that you've been through a lot of pain.
But when I see you it looks like everything is fine.
It's so hard to know what you're feeling when I'm
not around you.
When I read 'bout your suicidal feeling my heart stopped
for a second.
I have the feeling that I can't help you. That I can't
save you from your fall.
Don't leave me here to wither and die without you.
Don't let me return to my little corner.
The corner of suicidal death and sadness, of dark thoughts
and pain.
Save yourself and so my heart and soul.