Tie the knot

Shielding the doubt from your eyes. Protecting
you from me. I tie the knot that
binds us. So tight it won't break, the rope
from me to you. Watching over it, day and night.
See it bending, twisting and even burst. But
never saw it break.
The desolation from you scares me. Every day again
I'm afraid of coming home. Afraid I'll hear that you
have feelings for someone else. That we have
to continue our lifes apart.
The love gone and all by myself, corrupted
in heart and soul staring at the image
in the broken mirror.
Trembling before my thoughts of pain and
agony. Try to reminisce but the past looks so unreal.
The waiting and suffering is all in vain. The hope
taken away with your heart. My name
scratched from your thoughts, your name stained
on my bleeding soul.
Suffer
So afraid that you'll leave. Fearing the consequences
that I should face.
Tie our hearts together so that they may beat
in unity...