Am I dreaming?

As I see you speak, watching those lips
form the sentences, I can't help but
think how lucky I am.
Can't imagine that I contributed to the
fact that you're still alive.
I felt so weak and insignificant up to now.
But I realise what I did. Realized
how fortunate this all has been.
I thank the powers that be, for bringing
you finally back to me.
My own source of happiness embodied
by a beautiful butterfly.
A butterfly which just left its cocoon...
Afraid of waking, please
don't shake me.