The fire inside

Restless I've lived for a whole year.
Numb from the worrying.
The heart twisted from doubt and insecurity.
Slowly died inside.
Fed with enough shit to keep on breathing.
Thought I was doing ok but the fire which used to
burn inside was merely a small ember anymore.
All my efforts in vain, I saw love run away
from me. Leaving me alone once again.
Left feeling blue, the sadness in me.
A grey existence, in the shadows of my former self.
Never thought I'd see the day,
where you would rejoin me. To show me
What I have.
This fire reawakened thanks to one person
who never stopped loving me.
The love I so desperately need to survive,
I found it in you.