Who 2 be?

Who can I be?
How can I be?
Trying to be everything you want me to.
Contradicting myself, feeling confused. Deprived
from your touch, not knowing who to be.
Changing my mind to fit the mold, trying to
satisfy, not trying to fold.
Feeling so weak and powerless, unable to hide
my emotions.
They're crawling out, like a snake from
underneath a rock. Venomous to myself and
my confidence in me.
Coming clean with you and my own.
Reassuring my life with your understanding.