Surfacing signs

This ill feeling creeps on my gut.
Feels like something's wrong and it takes on
my body to show.
To surface in an emotional state of the mind.
What if I don't want to know, don't want to know
what's going on in your head.
Afraid of what might be inside, the uncertainty
which resides in you.
Little signs that uncover that doubt. An doubt
concerning our future.
Hope that I'm mistaking, that the paranoia
finally got me.
That there's nothing to fear and nothing and
everything to lose.
Doubtless carrying on to our bright future,
Wherein giving you all you need.